Invisible.
I've felt invisible lately. Like in my performances, and even sometimes in my classes. I was given an opportunity to take a ballet class for free at Shawl-Anderson in Berkeley and I jumped at the offer. This morning I got up scared and nervous because I haven't danced at a studio in a long time. I kind of hoped that the teacher would notice me, and she did. She was constantly adjusting and correcting me (which is a good thing in ballet class). She called me out and even asked me to lead a few times. It was great, but then I thought oh well, she kind of knows me so she is showing me some extra attention. Well as we were wrapping up pne of the advanced students came over to me and said you danced beautifully, good job. I was so shocked and excited. Then I continured to gather my things and another teacher came up to me and said your double turns are just gorgeous, you are a beautiful dancer. I was so speachless. Especially be...