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What do you think when you see a closed door in front of you? Do you choose to open it, or pass by it until you find another door that is open? When I saw the door in front of me I noticed all the little details hanging from the outside of the door. Numerous colors and patterns mixed on the outside of the door made me wonder what was behind it. There was a jeweled purse that hung at the top of the door. Behind it were draped scarves, one of which was a bold pink and black zebra scarf. On the handle of the door were some long necklaces which included pendants that were: an owl, a gold design, and rhinestones. Along the side of the door were necklaces that sparkled and made a little sound as I opened the door, and I really wondered what might be behind this door. I was hit in my face with a light breeze of fresh air after I slowly pushed open the door. It was a little chilly because of the temperature outside but really refreshed me as I entered. There was a light scent of f...

u shud tell me all the times. cause boy i thought we were in love. list em 1threw5 most important is above. cause i spent so much time. tryna analyze. wat we share. n boy u bettr not waste anytime. here we lay alone. separate sides is feeln wrong. is gettn cold n now theres silence on the phone. wat am i spose to do. i kno u hav no clue. wishn i was right next to u. i know its hard n we fight jus like everynight. but baby talk to me so we can end this silent fight.fight.fight.fight. ami the only one around? witness to no sound. the silence is so deep cause my babe jus wont talk to me. i kno we did or separate things. i know we talked about a ring. i know its hard enough for u. i know wat u wanna do. so babe pleeeaaaase. come spend some time with meeee. i know its been long. but i been holdn on. n now we at that day. ready to hav my way so baby wat it do. you kno who im talkn to.

What keeps you on your toes, has your heart beating at a fast pace one on one, and challenges you to grow? Love and basketball, which are two very similarly intense subjects based on communication, focus, dedication, and pressure. The movie was very successful in conveying these topics while making an interesting story to follow along with. The two main characters, Monica and Quincy share similar interests, one of which is the other’s heart, and the other, a sport that causes them both pain and joy. The pressure of perfecting skills on the court has never helped two individuals more than Monica and Quincy. Both struggling to get to the top of the game, had obstacles in the way, whether it have to do with being a woman in a predominantly male sport(Monica), or living the life out from the shadow of your well known father(Quincy). It is only the support they share with each other over the years that gets them threw it all. Breaking the mold and stereotype is what this movie is foc...

Im not sure why I cant close my eyes N right now ima sit here sayn why Am I not havn u next to me rubbn on my thighs N why aren’t u here wit me so we can sex until the sunrise Cause babe u shud know im missin u N I jus watched a video n I swear I jus saw u But I cant really jump threw the screen Frustrated and turnin the color green Cause that chick n the vid b havn mo time with u We barely text anymore, I never even see u N when there are times I jus wanna throw in the towel I take a deep breath n say it out loud Ima make it work And everytime I believe it Ima make it work And you don’t have to see it to believe it Yea thas right ima make it work I aint plannin to be defeated Atleast ima try to make it work N when I say it, I mean it Thas right ima make it work A four letter work is how u spell it Aint real easy but im tempted To try real hard n never give up Unless u push me off or start to get rough Cause u make it so hard to jus walk away Everytime Im wi...

What is it about? About all the things that it isn't. About all the isn't that are. Are there things that are about something? Is it rude to question everything? because everything leaves me questioning it. because the questions I have involve and include everything and everyone. So what is it about? it isn't about what you think it is. it's always about what you think it isn't.

I feel like every morning I wake up and expect something of you An apology, a letter, a gift, something special to show me That you do really understand the power of your actions from a boy to a man I feel like every time I am alone I start to over analyze you A message, a text, they all attack my mind and boggle me It seems to me like it’s just the very thought of you Breaks me down and that’s not what I’m use to And it hurts when we argue and fight Cause I think and say things that I know are not right But it hurts even more when we choose not to do what’s right To begin our life together, but hey out of mind out of sight? Because yes I know who I am And even tho you may be confused with who you are I love you And it eats me up inside Knowing I’m standing here waiting alone with out you by my side Closing my eyes and the picture of you and I feels so right Might as well be on the edge and just hope and try Constantly thinking of taking that leap to see if I can fl...

Yes September 19th was a pretty memorable night.  Of coarse I was out at 1230, but I really found out who my true friends are.  They are the ones who showed up at Caroline's house for champagne and cake.  They are the ones who handed me glass after glass of champagne and helped me unwrap my presents.  And even tho I dont have a picture of it, they are the ones who held my head as I flung it around the toilet seat of the hotel room, which was right next door to the club ( i had to take a cab to it btw). All in all it was a successful evening full of laughter and embarrassment and to those who decided to not par-take in it, I say fuck you beezies.  BE GONE (clapCLAP)