Dear Noah

I feel like every morning I wake up and expect something of you
An apology, a letter, a gift, something special to show me
That you do really understand the power of your actions from a boy to a man
I feel like every time I am alone I start to over analyze you
A message, a text, they all attack my mind and boggle me
It seems to me like it’s just the very thought of you
Breaks me down and that’s not what I’m use to

And it hurts when we argue and fight
Cause I think and say things that I know are not right
But it hurts even more when we choose not to do what’s right
To begin our life together, but hey out of mind out of sight?
Because yes I know who I am
And even tho you may be confused with who you are
I love you

And it eats me up inside
Knowing I’m standing here waiting alone with out you by my side
Closing my eyes and the picture of you and I feels so right
Might as well be on the edge and just hope and try
Constantly thinking of taking that leap to see if I can fly

I’ll try

I’ll try to hold myself together
And until that time when you have acknowledge that it is our time
Try not to contact me and promise empty lies

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