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He was a high school crush I had that I recently ran into...um some of the nastiest sex evvver in such a good way...I so need to catch up on my chapters so I can write about that one!

Honestly I have never seen such beautiful photography...These pictures are so amazingly beautiful they bring tears to my eyes. Yes I said it. Tears to my eyes. Look at them, really look at them.

The sis and I sing along, you should join us sometime!

Isn't interesting how a person can inspire you to write something, like say a whole song? Well, call it crazy or stalkerish, but I did it. That's right folks, #30. This is dedicated to HIM. If I didn’t care Then it wudnt matter, to me We cud jus go our separate ways N if u didn’t care then u wudnt b there for me N I cant help but think about the day When we’re together It’s like snowflakes on my nose When we’re together The pace of life becomes so slow Im so relaxed I’ll rub ur back And u kiss the back of my neck When we’re together When we’re together No one knows U c im feeln a lil used and even a little abused But u haven’t done anything wrong I kno u doin yo music N I aint tryna screw it Up but I jus dnt know long U c I’ve put up this wall but u made it fall and I jus cant help it at all cause on the other side I can see our life And on the other side Everything seems alright but Right now we sit here and argue how The timing is wrong right now But I think ur wall is try...

What is it about a kiss? ................ What is it about a kiss? You know that kiss that keeps you lips quivering until the next time you can lock lips again? Um yea, right now I’m addicted to that feeling. When I start to slowly lick my lips and open my mouth just enough to taste his, and feel a little ball of heat warm up inside you. Then press. Press slowly against him and feel a rush of heat run through my body. Pull back for a second just to go back adding a little tongue this time. And slowly go back and forth pushy and pulling his lips and tongue against mine until we begin to go faster. Then I go for his lower lip and gently bite it and pull. We keep going and altering fast and slow and I feel like I can’t get enough. I never want his lips to leave mine. Nothing else matters but him being next to me, kissing me. So what is it about a kiss that drives us insane? The person? Where is that man who can kiss me forever? Forget sex, it makes things... Just kiss, let’s just ...

Almost June people, can you believe it?!? Well anywho on that note I have to point out we now get the pleasure of seeing things like this...

This has been a long time comin'...Finally able to put together in movement my feelings. Now, if I could only figure out what it all means. Will mostly likely record it soon so I can watch myself dance and figure out what I am doing right and what I am doing wrong. Eventually I want to teach the whole dance to 4 other dancers, and turn a solo into an echoed flow of movement. Within that movement 5 solos break off and speak as different voices. I am really excited to work on it. Trying hard not to over think my movement by adding too many "tricks" but I definitely want the audience to recognize it as more advanced movement. Will put up the video as soon as I record it.